差一點 , and you walked away....after this short journey...

Everything seems so fast, so quick, regreting i didnt take down pictures while i am with you.
Everymoment that i am with you, you makes me feel that i am the luckiest person in the world, without you, i suddenly found out that you are actually an important part of my life, without you, my heart bleed.
I am really sorry that i cant give you much, and i didnt gave much.
I saved every sms you sent to me, every sweet sms and every quarreling sms....they are all meaningful to me..
Maybe i met you at the wrong time, wrong place....there are too much things happen around me...and i am always afraid that i am going to lose you...

Fate decides, time proves, i dun believes in all that , what i know is ur SMILE is my biggest present.

I will definately remember it always, your smile ^_^ ..Take care my dear..I love you...

Back to HomeTown (Days without you)

By Airasia again i landed on Borneo island. Far far away from the raging city life and polluted environment. Let my mind to have a peace, to have a rest, to meditate and get restored so that i can strive harder in near future when i go back kl on 28th of july.

When i came back, there are numerous invitation from groups of groups of friends , wow, they are really amazing coz they still remember me but the fact is i got thinner coz of the rush around the town, from lutong up to hill top garden, from coffee shop gatherings to house gatherings, friends, classmates and churches members, teachers, neighbours, friends of my little brother ( duh ) ...
from portluck party to bbq party. aiyyo..oh ya..cinema somemore, nowadays, handcok, wanted, so many movies to go after..even my pocket also bocor, $$ out like water....

Once came back, once i started to relax, i felt bored, feeling that i shouldnt be like this way to waste my energitic youth on doing nothing at home besides entertaining friends and family. I should do something at least benefit myself...so i decided to go to the library nearby town to read somebooks. Book worm? no i am not...Its brain storming , good for the brain good for my future. I even doubt what kind of architect will i become when i grown up. Will i become a successfull one? Like zahaa hadid? NOrman foester? Impei? To create gigantic high rises? I am still young, i cant predict so i just let it go naturally...................................

When you are not here, didnt have a tiny little finger to hold on, dun have a white little palm for me to grab, feeling a bit insecure.

When you are not here, i have had to wait for ur sms day by day. Even will forget about your face.the length of the hair might grow longer d rite?

Everything seems so not ok wihtout u .... haiz......especially when i get worried ..........of u .............

Perasan

Hey guys, ever been perasan be4? such as, wave to someone that waved her hand at u and actually she's wavin to her friend behind you. Ya..kindda...or event something worst...more embarassing...well i did something today...paiseh...dun feel like sharing it out but jz need to express it THAT I AM REALLY EMBARAASSSEEED..

huh..come on Bill gates son Billy....take a look at something cute then cheeer up.
kay...here goes....the dog

Kung fu panda with his kid


haha..

sometimes..what will u all do when u miss someone?

My holiday

Yaya..i know i am having a app 3 month holiday , long period, it should be a yeay and yet i was lyin at home doing nothing XD ....(Authentic mama made blanket_)Somehow i force myself to get my lazy fat ass up to go to gym and do some excercises....Or Maybe Redbox . Definately entertain me .... I like to sing...

Butbut but their exam is comnig soon, everyone is busy and hardworking...their life routine will change to library mcd , mcd then library.....Well, u all cant jz leave me alone at home. I AM FOLLOWING ....hmph...though i am in holiday mood but i have to study too duh...
Ate so many mcd frenc fries these few days, n the tummie is growing bigger and bigger..... =D Coke refill satu lagi bang....omg....its fattening wei...

But anyway, ^___^ i am happy when hanging out with FRIENDS.....they accompany me...Blessed to have friends like them... =D

Genting Trip 13/5

Genting Trip 13 of may..to celebrate alex's bday...

Billy(my new friend), Justin(fishy),Billy(me),Alex,Justin(leehom)out in da pirate ship....Roar...In the cup...spining..
haha...we are very very innocent..we went for the ride though we are over the age.
in the flying elephant
go man...
haha....wet all wet..




i love this ponny haha..sentimental or guai lan..
hand to hand,...gay...lolx...actually not,,,

nice trip..hehe..its all in my memory...

Sunday sunday

A great sunday morning where Rev Dr. Kong Hee is here... sharing the word of God at chc..omg..he is so so amazing..today he was emphasising on "Fear = Failure ." and I am so motivated, so enthusiatic till i felt that i need to make the best out of my boutique which is now still in initial state.
In da church, we had to squeeze ourself in a small corner up to the left side of the narrow space behind the seats. But it doesnt stop me from hearing Dr kong Hees teaching..I was the 1st time so concentrating on a pastor. He is totally amazing.oh ya..i need a new bible..hehe
well. after the service we went to orange and had our lunch. after that we decided to watch MOVIE (IRON MAN) ... hehe...Kelly fetch us le. very nice little girl...to cineleisure ..... near One Utama ...and Hor...these tomatos and strawberry are so nice and its price is very very reasonable..
Bought them to eat in cinema..shhh.. dun tell anyone...those girls cleaned the veges in da toilet...hehehe.....

And yet, iron man is so nice man...syokking....woow..i like the main character's lifestyle...so cool...i am gonna be like him one day............one day............

btw i will be having my last paper exam er....3 hrs more from nw..so gonna do final revision..gotta go..chow....!

A happy little weekend..

May, a new month.. where exam is coming near, final presentation is waiting for me, and of course my dearest 2 and a half month holiday is waving at me, 2 weeks infront of me. Every weekend, the sentimental gang will be hanging out 3 C (Chruch, Club and Cinema)and escape from 2 C (College, Computers).

Facing computer all day long will definately make myself sick. Sick of myself, feel like the leg is rooting the ground..and the eye is rolling around the 22" screen. Felt very empty. Besides, throw away all the stressfull assignments apart. Making house for those crazy idiots who wan to live in swampy area....i made a chruch for them..hahah~This is hilarious... XD monkey face... Alex ur (=6=) is very cute, and me...showing my big eye ball, Fishy(emo little young boy haha...) And lastly Justin the pervert girl hunter...
Though we are very vvery crazy but dude...we are still professionals when we come out of uni man...Computer Professional, Lawyer, Architect, Lawyer...

Dun kao xiew.......If u wan to go barcelonar...Find me....!! Weekends only...!@@!

Saturday Night...

As usual i will be going to CHC Church during Saturday, where i get myself ready during 4 pm and waited Eric to pick me up. Upon arrival to the church, i had the chance to know 3 new friends but i remember only one name ~ Which is er..Oh ya Kathy should be like this. XD

City Harvest Pastor Kevin Loo, had given me great inspiration today where he kept on emphasising on self improvement, well. I had at least learn something from him ... Learn to be a people who value more on the quality of everything... by sacrificing money and time and of coz effort...What a great word... and i don't know why everyone out there like to condemn about churches...~Aren't we all the same? Oh god.. Nevermind.

Well after the service we went for our dinner but for me is some kind of supper...then 4 of us (Me, Alvin, Kelly and Kathy) decided to go for a movie... They wanted to watch (Run papa Run)

Gang boss LEE has been on the wrong side of the law since childhood. As a young hoodlum, he was always at loggerheads with his authoritative mom, who tried time and again to guide him on the right track. While her words fall on deaf ears, Lee himself falls for an innocent lawyer named MABEL. However, when Mabel finds herself pregnant, the happy-go-lucky Lee decides to flee. Yet Mabel is determined to literally be part of Lee's life and moves into his apartment without warning. Lee can't help but venerate his girlfriend's naivety and dedication.When their baby HEIYI is born, it practically changes Lee's life forever, transforming him from a fearsome crime boss to a loving father. Desperate to protect her at all costs, Lee thrives to hide his shady business from his daughter forever, including complete makeovers for his gang members and legitimization of all his operations. As Heiyi reaches adolescence, however, the secret is eventually revealed and it breaks both Heiyi and Lee's hearts. On the other hand, Lee is heralded to become the new kingpin of the underworld, while his enemies are all ready to ensure his demise. Torn between family and brotherhood, Lee has to make the ultimate choice. (Source: Golden Screen Cinemas Sdn. Bhd.)

I am quite satisfied with this show... i doubt someone out there is having same kind of situation as it was shown in this movie..well...ya..i am the one...like Xi Er in the movie...hoping my father to stop hanging with GuWatZai and come back home....quiting Gangsterism is it that hard and difficult? I know that it is hard and it may not come true but the whole family still longing for a reunion...hope he can hear our prayers every night. By not having a father beside to give u moral support and financial support, it is not fun at all...I would like to have a normal and happy family...Cheers dude...its my Dream....always..................

Being unable to get more money

Am i an idiot? Why is the world getting crowded ? Why is kl getting more people in the club, more cars on the road, more choice of girl friend for the guys, more smokes in public areas.
It generates an idea in my mind, yea baby, this is the place. this is the place where people from all over malaysia gathers , have their higher education here and of coz they are willing to spend more..omg omg what i am thinking...omg omg...
this is a very very very suitable time to start off my dream which is to come out with a self small business, firstly i started with 4 other friends where i cant put their names here for a online boutique
Wakakkaka...i will be online when its ready. Approximately by this 13 of april 2008. Will let u know asap yer...heheheh!~
Chows~~

Long Holiday since i last update my blog

Its not really a holiday but a happy journey. Everything seems so good towards me although my life is quite in a rush. Let me intro my new computer ...(thx mum) Intel COre 2 duo 6750 and xfx 9600gt thx thx...